| Don't Think all day... |
[29 Mar 2004|09:11pm] |
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It's really ridiculous, when I'm asleep I seem to remember all the words to songs in my dreams and such, and when I wake up they're all gone.
But I'm happy to say, I know all of the words to both parts of La Vie Boheme... Big whoop, eh? lol.
I braided my hair again... It looks terrible, but that's 'cause I can't really braid my own hair very well, 'cept for little braids.
But still it was fun :).
I felt like being quixotic today... Well, not being so, but saying I am... Because I never am, and I thought it might amuse me, but it's not working.
I think I need food... But I feel awful, maybe that would help? Maybe not.. Who knows.
I FOUND THE PERFECT SHOES!!! I don't have them yet, but they're at the Natick mall... And I want them, I was practically drooling when I saw them... AND THEY'RE NOT LEATHER!! And they're flats and they're shiney and they're black!!!... AND THEY'RE POINTY!!! EEEK! Sorry, that's my shoe-diva tryin' to claw her way out!
What the heck is a 'shoe-diva'?! lol.
I have these velcro letters that I got from Maygan that stick onto a bag that I got from Maygan and for a long time, since I didn't have all of the letters, it said 'WO*B' which means NOTHING, lol... Now I've got the french word for 'to be' on there... Why? Because I turned a V into an A, a P into an R and an F into an E and had the right letters :D! It's my really-decorated bag that I can't use that much anymore because it puts a lot of strain on my shoulder to carry shoulder-bags, even though I still do (a much smaller one), lol... Sigh.
It is sooo hot in my room. I turned the heat off and everything, really annoying.
Time for me to run away singing my songs for the show..oh yeah..Start realish update here: I got a part in Once Upon A Matress!! Yeah...I get to dance and sing as a jester XD. The End.
Later chiquitas y chiquitos, lol. That was so 'improper'
( I leave you with more completly pointless pics I got bored and took of myself over spring break... )
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| Some People Like to Call me Chuck...It's Charles and you are Shit Outta Luck... |
[04 Mar 2004|08:44pm] |
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And yaknow what's funny the more I watch TV? I'm not on it. Which sounds really stupid, of course I'm not on the TV, but there's not really a character on any show I've seen who I can say, 'gah! I'm so much like him/her!' I'm like, tiny bits of Willow, I have my very-Anya-y moments, I can get Freddish, and even whine like Buffy... But nobody I've ever seen on the television is... Really anything like me. Should I be surprised by this? There's no room for QueenAverageJane-with-Ocassional-SpazzAttacks-who-won't-talk-to-anyone-because-she's-too-afraid-of-all-of-them on the television, and none of those people are really anything like reality, right? So why is everyone always so able to relate? I guess not everyone, I dunno... Gosh, I talk about the thing like it's my friend or something. Ha. Some friend. :).
I have done SO MUCH laundry today... It's ridiculous. And hauling it up and downstairs really made my back sore and I'm overheated. lol. AND THIRSTY! Poor me, eh? lmao.
lol, I invented this persona in my head today. Your stereotypical yuppie type. His name is Charles, but he goes by Chuck and he wears the blue blazer and the white or tan polo shirt and the slightly-too-short kakhis and white socks and loafers. He also always has his blazer buttoned until right before he sits down, when he politely unbuttons it and does that thing where he tugs on his pants to make them even shorter so he can sit comfortably. And he crosses his legs... And he smokes a pipe and wears Bejamin Franklin style glasses with non-RX lenses and talks about his yacht, but doesn't actually have one.
He's a freak. I love him, lmao!! He's not real, like I said, I invented him... Why, I don't know, I just did.
Today I went and saw a hammered dulcimer player and a fiddler give a concert, it was neat. But I had to go to the church, that was less neat.
I think I'm gonna go find something to do.
This message was brought to you by INSANITY!
I forgot to add random pictures!!! ( It's fun looking like an alien )
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| BOO! |
[02 Mar 2004|09:15pm] |
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So I got bored and was looking through the pictures I put on my computer the other day and didn't post. I quickly realized I had a theme going so why not post it! Sadly I have older pictures I could add but, although im bored, im also lazy, so sucks for you!
( Holy Cleavage Batman! )
Yeah I know...im so tacky XP
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| my gods...she updates!! |
[28 Feb 2004|11:38pm] |
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By popular demand..and um..by that i mean...boredom..i give you random pictures!!!
( Say Cheese )
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| To all my loyal subjects: |
[07 Feb 2004|06:40pm] |
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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Ive invaded Kat's journal...this is fun! *waves to all Kat's journaly friends* Hullo hullo! Im Kat's puppet friend Maygan. HI! um ok yeah that's pretty much all I thought to say and the novelty of getting to play in Kat's journals is starting to wear off so...Im gonna wander away for now. BYE!
Sincerly,
Maygan
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| #@!$ |
[23 Jan 2004|06:08pm] |
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Fuck...
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| Random random and more random. but who doesnt like random? |
[14 Jan 2004|11:33am] |
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Okay, first, this show (The Surreal Life), is ridiculous. Traci Bingham claiming to be so 'uncelebrity'-whatever, but she complained about the color of the bath-tub? And Ron Jeremy is !!GROSS!! (duh), and his crush on Tammy Faye? WEIRD! And Trishelle (from the Real World), isn't a celbrty. lol. Eric Estrada creeps me out, he was calling the parrot a faggot in Spanish, and he called his room gay, and he's just creepy in general. Vanilla Ice is... Woah... Dumbass! Tammy Faye, why?! Just why? Her face looks like a crappy painting... I don't even think it's real.
That's all I'll say.
Why is Ashton Kutcher trying to do a serious movie?! BLECH! And with Amy Smart? I dunno. Not something I'd see, but whatever.
Why does truth have to be so subjective?
Here's how I figure it, as if anyone cared, truth is the farthest thing from important in the whole world. And I meant, most specifically, truth about things we can't figure out. And even the most basic things we don't understand. I'm a skeptic and an agnostic and all of those fun things, I can't even personally prove that the world is round, I don't even fully know that there's a world. The way I'm experiencing all of this is through my senses, and the way I'm dealing with all of that is through my brain. Who's to say my brain's not faulty and I'm actually dead or I never lived, or I've been asleep for years and invented the internet? Yaknow? It's like those times that you could have sworn something happened, but people tell you it didn't... Maybe it did, but only to you or something...
When did I go crazy?
I'm done with all of that for now.
Have I ever mentioned my love of the tinman in the Wizard of Oz. I just love everything about him. I love the way he talks and his whole outfit and his character. I almost like him better than Dorothy, if she weren't Judy Garland it'd be really damn close!! The lion is so gay ;).
This whole film, though, is sooooooooo damn good!
I think this makes up for the long time in between posts.
Im hungry/thirsty...
Im going to go eat/drink something.
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| She was Sharp as a Razor and Soft as a Prayer... |
[31 Dec 2003|07:29pm] |
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I'd like to think, that in some instances, I'm one of those 'craziest people making the most sense' cases. That probably sounds a lot like the stuff of superiority complexes, it's not, it's just the way I kinda see it.
And... You all know I don't like holidays. I freakin' dislike xmas. Halloween annoys me... I don't like valentines day and I ignore Easter. But of all the holidays that are commonly celebrated I hate New Years the most!! Why? It seems like a harmless enough holiday, right? Well, I suppose it is, but I always feel like I shouldah done more.
Like I never talked to that odd-looking French-Canadian fellow on the bus this past week. I kinda wish I had.
I never sang karaoke... Not yet at least.
I hardly made any new friends (cept a few from the Tucson set. Kady, Tish, and Jason fo example), and I probably lost some friends... I do that a lot.
And now for random nonsensical babble:
Reserve your right to practice pony-neutrality!! (Yes, that makes sense).
And Sam said I was pleasant. I love that :D! I like to think I'm alright.
That guy wouldn't let me steal their red sharpie. Damn him ;).
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| Twinkle Twinkle little spat, how i wonder where youre at |
[22 Dec 2003|10:11pm] |
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I won Solitaire at least twice today, that's a plus.
I like to win Solitaire, it's the only card game I'll play at this point and only on the computer.
Does anyone else have a severe dislike of bar soap?? That sounds weird, I know, but I think that bar soap is DISGUSTING! Unless I absoloutely have to I won't use bar soap...
I also don't get when people are using liquid soap and they put it on their hands before they turn the water on... That's very strange to me and kinda gross (and I can't imagine anyone would take offence to that, but it's not intended to be offensive). To show what a 'skirt' I am, I have occasionally almost gagged at the sight of such a thing. I also was doing laundry and realized that I don't like laundry soap stuff either... Which all this probably makes me sound icky, but it's just that I'm ocd about some things and soap is one of them. I like the water-free antibacterial stuff the best.
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[11 Dec 2003|11:24am] |
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Dont worry...i'm alive *pats journal* my poor lil neglected Livejournal.
Don't have much to say...so i'll talk about what a lazy bum I am! Yah for tv!
I felt uber-lazy, so I watched an extreme amount of TV... And it was ALL crap, I was in a lets-watch-crap-mood I guess.
Among some of the... Uh... High-lights? were 'The Fabulous Life of: The Hilton Sisters", "Playboy's Fiftieth Anniversary Special" (on A&E, so nothing too naughty, dammit), "Real World-Road Rules Challenge: The Gauntlet", E!'s Special "101 Celbrity Oops!", "E! True Hollywood Story: Rock-Star Daughters" (can I say, Diva Zappa is freakin' adorable?!), part of this Food Network 'Top 5: Favorite school lunches" thing (oscar mayer on wonderbread... EWWWWWWWWW!! Sorry, I I avoid most lunch meats, so can't really speak for the oscar mayer ['cept when your bologna has a first and second name, that's a bit odd], but wonderbread's hardly bread! Sorry, I digress), "Trading Spaces: Family: Somewhere in NJ" (with two tremendously creepy men, and two annoying young girls), "Degrassi: Next Generation" (an ep about cutting that I thought was handled kinda idiotically) and probably other things I can't remember.
AND THEN, Sunday's only good programming (that's actually on Monday) BtVS: Out of Mind, Out of Sight at twelve am. Thank Oz for that one.
Enough about my sad pathetic tv addiction...you go away now! *turns around* when i turn around you all better be gone!!
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| ZOOOM ZOOM |
[05 Dec 2003|02:03am] |
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HAHAHA wow..ZZOOM
Should i be afraid that maybe there was a lil more than caffiene in that drink?
Nah...i think you all are JUST PARANOID FREAKS.
thats right
You heard me right...
Paranoid...Freaks.
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| nicotine valium vicadint marijuania exctasy and alchohol |
[02 Dec 2003|07:09pm] |
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Im alive!!!!!!!
....ok going now...hehe look at the lil devil bobel!
*runs around the room smacking head out of boredom*
Fine! Mock me with youre lack of boredom!
yay for loud music. and one more yay for the dorm next door that complains! *flips off dorm next door*
IM INSANE...but um look at the adorable evil boble!
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| This random entry brought to you by the letter...Fuck You. |
[23 Nov 2003|12:35am] |
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I think I had a weird dream. I can't remember it though.
I was bored in ASL... And English... And in between... And afterwards... And I wrote some poetry. But it all sucks. I was in a rhyme-y mood
I wish it wasn't cold.
From the X2 movie, that 'have you tried not being a mutant' is sooo a direct rip-off of Buffy... 'Have you tried not being [a/the] slayer'. Oh well.
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[17 Nov 2003|01:02am] |
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...All I do is bitch and moan in this journal...and complain. Makes me want to smack myself.
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[15 Nov 2003|01:20am] |
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Blah.
Have I mentioned how much the holiday season depresses me? From about Thanksgiving to about Valentines day I'm just miserable. Not everyday, but most of the time.
I hate holidays! Pretty much every one of them.
Just thought i'd share that.
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[13 Nov 2003|02:06pm] |
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Ugh...just got home from an early lunch. Getting ready to spend the rest of my waking hours studying. Might get online round 10...i think thats when people will be online for sure anyways. It usually is.
I had a HUGE lunch. With this chocolate cake that couldah been made of Bill Gates it was so rich. It was fairly good, 'cept I feel sick now. Should make studying fun.
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| Take a left, a sharp left, and another left. |
[11 Nov 2003|10:35pm] |
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I was thinking about people. And I was thinking about my relationships with people over the years, or at least the people I've been closest to... I don't make or lose friends very easily, as many of you know...I'm kind of a slouch, but here's how I see it... And I'll preface this metaphor with the fact that it would work MUCH better if I was talking about sex, but I'm not (as is the case almost always with me)... So here's my metaphor for people and me:
people are kind of like amusement park rides, and the world's sorta like an amusement park... But sticking to people. You find a ride you think looks fun or something and you get on it and it takes off and you're terrified and giddy and curious and you want to experience it as much as you can and you do... Then it's over, and you get off, or exit... And you think about it and what you've just done and how amazing it is that you feel like you may have just defied gravity or been on top of the world. But that wears off eventually (for me eventually is a long time generally) and you find another ride and the same thing happens. And sometimes you get on a ride that makes you look at the other rides and the whole park itself and you get the nostalgia, but sometimes the most interesting rides are the ones that get you a look at a totally different amusement park... Yep. That's people for ya. Very amusing.
Okay, I know, weak metaphor, terribly cliche and cheesy, but it's true for me.
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Viva La Revolution!!!!
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